Commissioned by The Earle Brown Music Foundation Charitable Trust
Performed by Ensemble Signal
Premiered at TimeSpans Festival in NYC, 2022
Now:
Be exhausted. I’m exhausted. Move from defeat. We don’t shed our past selves. We grow around them. They will always be here. They look towards a void amongst voids. Is there freedom - Is there a simplicity and freedom in being trapped? Can we see the stars from in here...
Next level:
I’ve come to think of life as a spiral staircase - ever soaring, ever expanding. 
We don’t shed our past selves. We grow around them. They will always be here. As they look towards a void amongst voids, which future will they see? Which future will they make for me…
When was the last time you let your inner selves feel the sun?
Next level:
Be exhausted. I’m exhausted. Move from defeat to hope. We don’t shed our past selves. We grow around them. They will always be here. As they look towards a void amongst voids, which future will they see? Which future will they make for me - and is there freedom - Is there a simplicity and freedom in being trapped?
When was the last time you let your inner selves feel the sun?
I’ve come to think of life as a spiral staircase - ever soaring, ever expanding. 
Up and out. I revisit the same problems as yester-me, but at a different altitude - and with wider self awareness. The problem may be the same, but I am different. I am further. 

This piece is about growth, stagnancy, change, and memory. Even if the exact same musical material returns, you are in a different place. How does this apply to your life? Use that to color in this piece. Thank you for climbing the spiral with me. 
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